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sesquipedality
sesquipedality
Emotional weather
It's back again - everything seems grey and pointless, and I have no desire to do anything. I'm clinging on better than I usually do - housework is still getting done, but work on the project and on sorting my life out a bit has more or less stopped. I wish I knew why I so often felt like this - why it's so difficult for me to gain enjoyment out of life. I'm just fed up with clinging on like this, crippled and unable to accomplish anything.
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sesquipedality From: sesquipedality Date: February 17th, 2005 05:08 pm (UTC) (Link)
I have what is known as chronic depression resistant to treatment. Which means that whatever is up with my brain chemistry, they don't know how to fix it with drugs. Thanks for your thoughts though.
jo_english_bint From: jo_english_bint Date: February 17th, 2005 04:40 pm (UTC) (Link)
>everything seems grey and pointless, and I have no desire to do anything.

Sound so familiar. Not much use or help, but you are not in this grey pointless world alone!

*hugs*
lanfykins From: lanfykins Date: February 17th, 2005 04:44 pm (UTC) (Link)
No, she has me :)

Gosh, it's grey and depressing here in Slough at the moment...
crocodilewings From: crocodilewings Date: February 17th, 2005 04:55 pm (UTC) (Link)
What TV theme tune would most readily match your current mood?
sesquipedality From: sesquipedality Date: February 17th, 2005 05:09 pm (UTC) (Link)
Twin Peaks
crocodilewings From: crocodilewings Date: February 17th, 2005 05:11 pm (UTC) (Link)
How about Dallas?
leathellin From: leathellin Date: February 17th, 2005 05:12 pm (UTC) (Link)
What music most describes how you would like to feel?
sesquipedality From: sesquipedality Date: February 17th, 2005 05:55 pm (UTC) (Link)
Most of the music from Amelie would work.
liriselei From: liriselei Date: February 17th, 2005 06:53 pm (UTC) (Link)
everything seems grey and pointless

here, have some color.
not sure how to help dispel the clouds, but if there is anything i can do let me know. wish i had the answers, if i did i'd have applied them myself long ago - though as for accomplishing things, isn't coming up with and starting on the project already an accomplishment ?
evilmomlady From: evilmomlady Date: February 17th, 2005 09:11 pm (UTC) (Link)
My heart really goes out to you. At least you're managing the housework, so that is something. Hopefully you'll be feeling up to carrying on with your project soon.
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